Eureka!

These past few weeks, I kept on thinking about what the purpose of my existence is...
And now, I suddenly found an answer.
The answer to some, but not all the million questions in my mind.
Like "How do you find the right reasons to smile?"
I guess it's the APPRECIATION.
A feeling of being appreciated and being able to make people see your worth.

New life- No more.

I stopped to breathe for a while...
As I stared blankly at the sky..
I've just been so lonely all these years...
My eyes are only filled with nothing but tears...



My life has been so dark til this day.
Not even a glimpse of  sunlight can pass through a way.
Like it's doomed with sadness forever.
Like a bird that cannot chirp a sound, but it just began to quiver.



No fragrant breeze can capture a sleeping soul
Like a luscious feast prepared but still starving for another bowl
A spot of hope is nowhere to be found.
Should I give up now or struggle for another round?


What could it possibly be?
I'm blinded by the pain that's killing me.
I can no longer trust myself if I can still endure this.
How can I fight for a life when now I only find it meaningless.